Wednesday, April 13, 2011

A little journal entry.


"March 31st:


Well, I’m sitting on the plane, flying over to Berlin. There so much that I could write but i don’t know where to start. So far the trip has been easy and uneventful. Actually it’s been a real big blessing. I’ve seen God already on this trip. Even with the simple things like 1: not having to sit next to a creeper and 2: actually not sitting next to anyone! Yes that’s right. I have no seat buddy. AND I’m in the front of a section so in front of me is a wall. :) Not half bad if I say so myself.


On a bit more serious or deeper level, I love flying on cloudy day because as you break through the clouds and get into the atmosphere above, it’s so refreshing. It’s reminded me that even during the biggest storms, we forget that the sun is still shining. I tend to think oh the sun is gone...it’s cloudy. But it’s not. If it was gone, it would be completely and utterly dark. And awful. But nope, it’s still up there above the clouds, shining as bright as it ever does. Don’t we do that with God too? We like to think that when things are bad, or “cloudy”, that’s He just decided not to be in our lives anymore. You know, just taking a break or something. But that’s COMPLETELY a lie. He is there as much as He ever is. He’s shining down into our lives whether we feel like it or not. We just have to get our heads up out of the troubles and look to Him. And if we can’t do that, to just keep persevering till those clouds go away and there’s a beautiful burst of sunshine. And who knows? He might even surprise you with a rainbow every once in a while. :)

That’s my little inspiration bit right there. :) Hope it reminds you of something you need to remember, and through sharing the ways I’ve seen God, you can see Him too. Cuz He’s there. All the time. We just sometimes forget.


My prayer for this trip though is that I can see God in a big way. That He would show up big and knock me off my feet. And that the people I talk to and get to know will also see Him big. And while I’m seeing Berlin through the lens of a camera, that I can see God and his beauty. i think my theme for this trip will be “you make beautiful things out of dust” and looking to find those beautiful things in what may seem to be the broken parts of Berlin. Or even to find the beauty in things that were made by men. Men that were made from the dust of the ground.


Anyway, I’m gonna peace out and hope that the next time I’m writing will be in a nice bed in Berlin. :)"


Well, unfortunately, I never had time to journal while I was there…but hopefully I'll be able to process and write my thoughts after the trip….But it was a completely AWESOME trip….one that is very hard to explain…But I'll try my hardest.

Monday, April 4, 2011


"On that day when I see
All that You have for me
When I see You face to face
There surrounded by Your grace
All my fears swept away
In the light of Your embrace
Where Your love is all I need
And forever I am free

Where the streets are made of gold
In Your presence healed and whole
Let the songs of heaven
Rise to You alone
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/h/hillsong_united/you_hold_me_now.html ]
No weeping no hurt or pain
No suffering You hold me now
You hold me now
No darkness no sick or lame
No hiding You hold me now
You hold me now

In this life I will stand
Through my joy and my pain
Knowing there's a greater day
There's a hope that never fails
Where Your Name is lifted high
And forever praises rise
For the glory of Your Name
I'm believing for the day

Where the wars and violence cease
All creation lives in peace
Let the songs of heaven
Rise to You alone

For eternity
All my heart will give
All the glory to Your Name"

You Hold Me Now-Hillsong


I LOVE this song. Holding fast to those truths now. So thankful that sweet little Emma Cameron is no longer suffering, in pain, and struggling on life on earth. Praying that Jesus is holding her in His arms. Please be praying for this girl's family, her sister and dad. Her mom passed away a couple of years ago from cancer too. Can't even begin to imagine the hurt. Please be praying for all who loved her and were touched by her, especially my good friends the Stewarts.

"And we KNOW, that in ALL thing, God works together for good…" and "that He knows the plans He has for us…"